Sabtu, 20 Februari 2021

2pm thoughts

It's getting harder for me to speak my words of affection
Yet my feelings never change a bit.
I still feel the same since the day we met

As for today
Perhaps you're just too tired
And actually it's okay
But I wish I could fly to your arms and soothe you
Perhaps it won't help anything at all
Perhaps it's not what you need for now

But even if you're not exhausted
Even if you're fine,
Even if you're happy and there's nothing to worry about
I still want to see you
Not to soothe you
Not to calm you down
But to help myself
To ease myself
For I miss you wholeheartedly

Rabu, 17 Februari 2021

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leftover

Sabtu, 13 Februari 2021

It hurts

It hurts me
It's haunting me
I may ask for too much
Sorry
But I cant pretend that it doesn't hurt

It hurts to my bone
For I imagine you both did what you made me believe that everything has came to an end
For I cheered you up but you were already fine by someone else's presence

It hurts for I cant lower my expectations
It hurts
It hurts
It just hurts me more
For I can't  cry
For I can't scream
For I can't be angry
For I hurt you too

It will heal
This wound will heal
I just need to be patient
A bit more patient
I just need to remain strong
A bit stronger