By surpressing the demon inside of me
This is how I live
By neglecting and believing that my dreams are too high
This is how I get along with life
By deleting all my hopes and dreams because I knew already that I'll be a failure instead later
I am not worth of life
This life just prolonged my sadness and my worthlessness
I don't know for how long this strategy of surviving will last?
I might wanna take a chance to just stop
I want to stop
And leave everything behind
There's no use of living if it's this way
I want to get away
I hate everyone
I hate myself
I hate you who's reading this
I want my life to end