More than a month
Nearly crying every night
Super tired but I cant stop
Because tears keep coming back for more
I'm not sad
I'm not angry
I don't know what I feel
I just feel exhausted
The extreme fatigue I try to endure in silence
I'm disappointed perhaps
But probably it is something more than that
The voices are getting intense
And i'm doing my best to not be dragged too far
This way is too heavy
Sometimes I think that perhaps it's better to let go of my defense
And just follow the stream