Some people make me think that it's always my flaws, my mistakes, my weakness.
Some people make me feel useless and worthless.
Sometimes my days are very cloudy.
Some days it shed some lights.
Some days I just wanna share some burden I feel.
Some days I'm held back by fears of being not listened to, not heard, not understood.
Then most of the days what I feel stays inside with unexplainable tears fill the whole day.
Some days I realized that it's totally hard to be me.
I imagine it must be another level of stress for others to live with a creature like me.
Some days I just want to be left alone tho I hate the feeling of loneliness.
Some days I just wanna disappear.